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When I was young, I used to think that life's full of wonderful and enjoyable times. Well, I was wrong. Have you ever felt lonely, useless or used, and even unwanted? If you've never felt this way before, then you're lucky. This always happens to me when I'm with a group of people. You talk to them, but sometimes they start talking about something you don't know about and you feel awkward. (Tbh, I do that sometimes too, but I change the subject when I feel like someone's feeling uncomfortable). And when you ask them what's going on, they just ignore you! And you know what's worse? When I rant out on Twitter, rather than asking me if I'm alright, they talk behind your back! And they're your FRIENDS. It's because of that bunch of people that I felt emotional all the time last year, and I lost my trust in humans. Do you know how that feels? It's like being shot with a gun. It's hurts real bad. It's like, they don't care if you're there or not. You feel like a piece of wall. Another example that I really hate is when they use you, either to get information about another person or knowledge out of you, or to use you as a maid. Like seriously, I hate it. If you want to know something so badly about that person, then why don't you ask her directly? It's not like I know EVERYTHING about her. Well, I'm fine with sharing my knowledge because by teaching someone, you learn too. But what I hate is when that someone won't help you out when you need help. Like come on, I always help you out! They're really selfish and inconsiderate people that I really can't stand. Inconsiderate? I have an example for that too. When you're trying to sleep, you hear loud talking and laughing. Hello? It's already 10pm. They should just shut their mouth up. Oh gosh, sometimes I really can't stand humans (and I hate them). Last week wasn't a good week for me I guess... Hope this week will be better. FYI, I don't give a damn about my so called 'friends' that I had last time because right now, I have great friends whom I can depend on :) And well, what's in the past can't be changed, but I'm sure they've changed(? Maybe not) Hope you guys had a good time, goodbye~
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